Deep in recession, building Oakland Kaiser

A poem by Dan Alter.

Come on cranes, laced with steel triangles in the sky

hello backhoe, squat force to crush earth flat

& manlift, winch me to the 11th floor with my 100′ bundle

of conduit, my 8 hours & hands to suspend every 10′ stick of it

before my foreman & his yellow pad walk up

Good morning scrim of silica, everywhere silica 

spalled from concrete sanded from the tapers’ mud, 

air ever-flecked, lichen green MonoKote like cardboard snow

floating candypink or sunyellow fiberglass

 

Come on boomlifts rumbling the perimeter forking sheetrock stacks

to the levels where it shall be stood upright & screwed into walls

Yes scissor lift half-charged all day to raise your railed platform for my hands

& haste my fractions of inch my 3 PM number to be logged

Hey Tom hey Lee across the twilight haze your lifts trundle in plastic-caged bulbs the chopsaw din

we have not stopped to piss we get ten minutes at ten the foreman’s name

is Joe barely 24 rides in from white-flight with Mike his boss

in a company truck Mike strides the dim wearing testosterone & dark glasses

 

Hands don’t fumble now, heel down on bender hook to shape raceway

in which the colored wires will slide for the print says circuit here

raceway straight as I can hang you Joe & Mike say so many eyes on our work

come adrenaline at 9 AM blood sugar wondering have I done 30′

the porta-potty two floors away

 

So stand cranes, erect as candles on Broadway & MacArthur

for the summoning of 349 new beds each with its door

25 rooms for the unzipping of belly or hip socket

88 for just-formed bodies to squeeze into years we pray will only see two degrees of temperature rise

Rig at both ends the load, guide it with flaggers 

but not for me: I am late for 100′, my runs not plumb or straight enough

one morning Mike Joe will with their boss 

walk the floor unhappy with numbers & by lunchtime

my layoff check & Tom’s & someone else’s hand-signed

they will escort my packed tools & shock like bouncers to the down-ramp

 

But weld beams, raise up pandeck for cabinets of gauze flat screens & wifi free as a frequency

I’ll be gone, like the out-of-luck mini-mall that waited here since Nixon

hints of my tendons will stay to whisper in pipe runs

in dark cramped with duct & cable where the eyes left their stares

above acoustic tiles which are glued-together dust

& dust I was in the five upon five days hard hat & rattatat

like anyone surrendered to wage & windowless

stepping dusted on clock blink hands climbing fiberglass 

in ten year boots my feet on rungs made notes I couldn’t listen to

paystubs in the gray wind waving